4 months since Julia's death

Yesterday was the 4-month mark of Julia's death.  It was a busy day so I didn't feel the impact too significantly.  I guess that's good.  Mattie had school.  Bob and I had counseling. After school, Mattie and I came home for a bit for lunch and for some down time.  Then we met Christa, Josh, and Matthew at the swimming pool.  After the swim pool, we went over to Karie's to see Claire and baby Collette.  Karen Parker was there visiting with her almost 4-month old Nathan.  Sometimes I get sad around babies. (Poor Karie, I cried the first time I met Collette.) But I wasn't sad yesterday.  So that was nice.  Who knows where I'll be in a day, week, or month, but at least I was fine yesterday.  I'll take it.