Two weeks ago today...

It was 2 weeks ago today that Julia took her last breath in my arms. I found myself feeling sad today. Bob's mom, Sally, also left today so there is no one left staying with us. We've had grandmothers staying with us the last 3 weeks. It is time to figure out life again. In many ways, it is just back to "normal." It is more normal to have just 3 of us in the house especially since Julia was in the hospital so much. But the house felt empty. I keep thinking about her. Songs from the memorial have not left my head or my heart. I felt tired today. I haven't been sleeping all that great. I long to hold her again. To look into her eyes. To kiss her and brush my face against her sweet cheeks. I miss her.